When I was around 11, one of the neighbor kids, Susan, showed up with a
Ouija board instead of the Monopoly game she said she was getting.
She explained how we all needed to put a finger on the planchette
and ask questions.
Well, you could tell Sue was moving the
planchette. So we weren't impressed. Everybody took a turn and the
planchette never moved a millimeter.
Now, I had been seeing
ghosts since my Grandma Bartlett died when I was 7, so this doodad board
wasn't impressing me too much. It couldn't compare with getting a last
hug from Grandma or the little white floating spirits I saw in the
woods behind our house.
I took my turn and wouldn't you know that
planchette zipped around like it was electrified. The man who wanted to
talk to me was named Gary and he was really excited to talk to me and
wanted me to do him a favor. I was supposed to go get some matches and
bring them out to the yard where we were all sitting.
He explained that he and his brother were killed in a house fire in a house that once stood near we were playing .....
Suddenly
the planchette jumped and slid violently off the board. We all freaked
and got up off the blanket we'd been sitting on. Everybody dared me to
try the board again. I figured a ghost couldn't really hurt me and I
did get dared.... so I plopped back down.
The planchette started
moving again and this time I was talking to Ian. According to him, Gary
started the fire that killed just him. I got this uneasy feeling that
someone was behind me and jumped up. After that I lost interest in the
ouija board, but Gary still seemed to be following me around. I thought I
saw him a few times in the woods behind our house. I had a couple of
dreams where I saw a man running from a burning house and through the
windows.....saw a man fall into the fire.
From that experience, I
learned not all spirits were good and that needed to not listen to the
bad ones. Also, being dead doesn't always give the ghost any more
knowledge than when he or she was alive.
As an adult I've thought
about when this fire could have taken place, what were Gary's motives
in wanting me to get matches and if he affected any other kids? I
probably still wonder about this ghost because during that year a couple
of kids I knew died in house fires.
The house had tiny little
paned windows and seemed to be in wooded area. The men seemed to be in
old fashioned shirts and suspenders with knee high boots.
My guess is
that the fire took place during the 19th century because the area
seemed so undeveloped and the style of house and the tiny panes of glass
reminded me of windows I'd seen in the historic homes at Hale Farm and
Village. I've always thought about contacting the Tallmadge Historical
Society to see if there were any records that might tell me about those 2
brothers.
Here's Andy Corn to make you laugh after my creepy story.:)
These illustrations are also done by my husband, MJBivouac
Creating Beauty
As a child, I was frightened by a humongous Kissy doll. At 3, it was as big as I was and when you pulled it's hands together it made a smacking or a supposed kissing sound. I was sure it would get up and get me......making smacking sounds as it neared my bed.
Now I make dolls.....some are supposed to be scary, but most just reflect how I look at beauty. To me we have a very narrow view of what beauty is and is not. I have cerebral palsy and don't think I'm whining about it I'm not. I'm lucky my case is very mild compared to some people's. But you can pick me out as different, I walk awkwardly, but my arm and leg work correctly.....for someone with a partially paralyzed arm and leg.
I look like someone with CP is supposed to and in my way I'm attractive. I try to reflect alternative beauty in the dolls I create and so in some ways I'm still dealing with fear, but now it's not my own.
Now I make dolls.....some are supposed to be scary, but most just reflect how I look at beauty. To me we have a very narrow view of what beauty is and is not. I have cerebral palsy and don't think I'm whining about it I'm not. I'm lucky my case is very mild compared to some people's. But you can pick me out as different, I walk awkwardly, but my arm and leg work correctly.....for someone with a partially paralyzed arm and leg.
I look like someone with CP is supposed to and in my way I'm attractive. I try to reflect alternative beauty in the dolls I create and so in some ways I'm still dealing with fear, but now it's not my own.
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